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Remember when we would lay out under the stars and talk about life? Remember what it was like to be carefree? 

We had some great times together. But honestly it’s not even you I really miss. Sure I can recall some conversations we had but I don’t even remember your favorite color… none the less anything about your heart. I miss having a companion, a shoulder to lean on. But it’s not even you specifically. I mean, if I think about it, you’re one of the worst humans I have ever met. Your family? Don’t even get me started on the utter hypocrisy, and blatant disregard to anyone else but themselves. 

I miss being carefree. I miss the simplicity of life, finding the beauty in small things, and savoring moments rather than wishing they would pass. 

I do remember how you would call me stargazer. I remember spending nights in Banner Elk with you laying in the grass, just looking at the sky in silence. 

I do not miss you. I miss the circumstances that surrounded the relationship.

You’re like poison. I can’t seem to get you out of my head. It’s been… almost 4 years now. What the hell? How did it go by that fast? Why does it seem like everything was yesterday? Time is both my friend and enemy.

Whenever I look at the stars I think of you every time. It might be childish and seems stupid but I remember that was something we always did together. I wish you could see the stars here in Colorado. They would blow your mind. 

Why the hell do I miss you? You’re probably the worst person on the planet but I still can’t you out of my head. Your blue eyes, your hair, your smile, laugh, and lips. Maybe it’s because I’ve been working so much lately and my guard is down.

I wonder how often you think of me and when you do, if your heart skips a beat. I bumped into by happenstance you probably wouldn’t even know who I am but if I whispered your name, I bet there’d still be a spark

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